Late at night I sit and think
August 27, 2009As I sit in my new digs on my borrowed chair waiting for my goods to arrive I have a lot of time to think. Even amidst the stress and busy-ness of moving and settling 3 children I have some time to think. Without internet, phone or tv or personal belongings the quiet times are just…quieter. So I think. I think about hope.
I look around at the blank walls and the itchy synthetic carpet and I hope I can make this new place into a home.
I hope I won’t feel displaced for long, that my time as a ’stranger’ will be short.
I hope that all the people who have helped me so far will know my gratitude and I hope that I will be able to thank them properly.
I hope it isn’t always this HOT here. I hope I don’t stink too badly.
I hope the constant cadence of crickets outside my window will become my lullaby.
I hope the little one can sleep well here, I hope the biggest one can find REST and I hope she can quickly find the love of new best friends.
I hope my new neighbors like children. Especially 3 loud stomping-on-stairs-play-hard-and sometimes moody displaced children.
I hope I can hold on to the fond memories of homes gone by.
I hope all the sacrifices we are making and the hurt of people left behind will be worth it in the end.
I hope I can hold close to my heart the friendships I have made along the way.
I hope I can relearn my left from my right and put one foot in front of the other.
And I hope this move will be a move forward.
(And I really really really hope those aren’t mouse dropping I see in the corner)









Rebecca: Were they mouse droppings? I hope not too! I also hope it will be a move forward, and a giant one at that. We are certainly going to try our best, aren't we. Hugs to you and your sweet, sweet babies. We're so glad you're here.
PamN: I think you are going to be happy where you are planted! :)
Stacie: I hope you are settling in and mouse dropping free.
Tiff: Hey there hopeful! don't worry it will all soon come together and your new home will be so cool and comfy, (minus the mouse droppings!) x
Becca: I have been out of touch with so many..and just took a peek at your blog... yay! that you are moving here!!! But I have to say... your writing is just awesome!!!! Love this post!! Off to now read more...we are lucky you are back! :)
dena: Thank you Becca! It is good to be back.